Missing them

Teacher rindu korang... Belajar elok2 tau.. Cikgu doakan semua berjaya dunia akhirat.. Maaf sbb cikgu pergi macam tu je.. Hmm.. 

Tadika

Assalamualaikum & Hye peeps

Its been a while.. Hahaha.. Today is my fourth day to work here as a "bus clerk"..  Hahaha..

Bila tak ada customer duduk sorang2 melongo.. Bila ada customer baru ada keje...

Act, sebelum ni aku kerja kat tadika.. I love my job.. Tapi gaji tak berbaloi & aku rasa ditipu so aku cabut.. Aku sayang tadika tu, aku sayang anak2 murid aku kat situ.. Sumpah aku sayang gila.. Sampai sekarang aku masih rindu kat diorg.. Tapi aku kena sayang diri sendiri jugak..

Sebelum aku berhenti & sampai sekarang aku terfikir macam ni,
Anak2 aku ok tak,
Cikgu baru tu lipatkn tangan baju tak time diorg makan, Diorang dah pandai baca sikit belum, Anak2 aku tu cerah je aku tengok.. Seronok mengajar diorg..
Tapi kadang act bukan kadang selalu jugak aku angin dengan diorang.. Ada je nk buat aku angin..
Tapi aku sayang sangat kat diorang.. Hahaha
Sayang gila kot..
Boleh nangis bila ingat kat diorang..

Aku tak tahu kenapa aku jadi macam ni.. Tapi aku rasa rindu sangat kat diorang.. Walaupun sekejap je masa aku ngan diorang tapi masa hari last tu aku sedih gila.. Rasa macam nk peluk diorang & tanak lepas😂..

Aku harap diorang akan dapat cikgu yg lebih baik & pihak pengurusan bertaubat daripada menganiaya staf & pelajar.. Kalau tak selamat melingkuplah tadika tu😌..

Emm🚶

Its been a while

Its been a while since my last update, but Im here today💁..

Actually I am not in a very good state right now🌚..hahaha..since I have nobody to share with so here I am.. I think that nobody is ever gonna read this somaybe it is safe to pour all of it here🌜.. Hahahaha.

Maybe Im acting like a child right now but I cant lie it hurts damn much😞.. Usually I can control my emotion n froze my heart but for some reason I cant..

I know have to hold on but I dont know for how long.. Day by day It keeps bothering me. For a few month I constantly crying because of this person.. Idk why, but I felt like....argh.. Nevermind..

All I knew is that I have to hold on because there is so much to lose if I let this person go.. This person is important to me.. Idk if I can endure the pain of losing again if I let him go because I am already lost.